A lie is a surgical blade
A surgeon in malpractice
The miser that is in his whim
To cut open a man within

Agony revered outright folly
The lie flower blooms today
Besets the fool with a painted world
Treason folds the bootless soul hold

Heavy strides upon sunlight gleam
Feather walks on moonlight beam
Deception thrills a man lost in evenings’ dim
Truth hovers in the halo’s golden rim

Where art, crimson heavens?
The truths you hid with your ebony bade?
In your wings, beneath is what I’ve sought
Haven of my treason’s fraught

Bask me the bathe of eternal nothingness
That my eyes won’t ought to see reality’s stake
That my heart forever shuts blind from pain
What in real world is a fool’s gain.

Extensions that fly by
Time forgives this restlessness
Looking forward for tomorrow’s day
Through a box window to the world’s blessedness

The earth beneath at peace
Of which its placid trembles my heart
The silence that hammers, takes its toll
Inspiration plays its part

Drowned, basking into the depth
My mind dives beyond the fathomable
A light within the bottom of the abyss
Reached, all sanity, reasons crumble

A soul that reveres darkness, is light
Emptiness that opens the casketed mind
A wound that balms an immortal flesh
Reality and dream unwind and bind

Emeralds in the Heavens

My jealousy flares like New Year’s sky

Momentarily the world’s still and even

The pendulum escapes, time flies…

A matchbox in the mind without light

Neither to burn anything that is cold

Dins of a pencil mark, I write

The universe in a single fold…

Death blew its ember to a living corpse

Eyes wide open, mirrors your face

Blood spills paint you on the floors

So then lives my lifeless grace…

Whisper unto me, uncertainty

When will be your death?

Fashioned hope, so dainty

Once again I shall surge breath…

Do you know that it’s you? .

Are you even aware of my wails? ..

Or you just think you do but you
aren’t sure?

Or you do know but you deny? ..

Or agonizingly … you just don’t and
neither do you care..

I know, that I shouldn’t put my hopes
too high …

On set sailing on the seas of heaven..

and be where the Gods dwell…

But in your eyes, I see the union of
worlds… heaven and earth at one.

I am not suppose to be disconcerted.
Nei ther am I intended to feel what I
feel right now.

I believe this is a totally uncalled
for sensation.

Bu t should I be blamed? For beseeching
someth ing so good, so wonderful that I
wish it’d be mine? Even if the odds
are not on my favor? ..

These questions, I ask of you … if
you knew.. if you really do know…
Pls do …

I am .. a fool whispering to the
wind…. praying it’ll whisper to you
to…

And carry the silence of my cries, for
once be heard by you…

Hear me…

I actually have thought it would be a
walk in the park. But things turned
out not the way I expected it to be…
I guess I would have to quote myself
for saying that I should expect the
unexpected.
Gladly, I’m finally delivered from the
dark ages(more like months to be more
appropriate) . But instead of reaping
the blissful fruits of the rewarding
breakthrough, I am caught again into
an another web of conflicts.

God dammit!!! …

don’t make it harder… Please know..
read me between these lines…
Please.. .

I’ll coin a bet for this for whosoever
could give me the answers, wins the
prize…
2 weeks of daylights, and stark ebony
nights. That’d be equivalent to 14
days of looking at the same celestial
ceiling s all over and over again.
Nothing seems to be different around
the world at all … like it sustained
a sense of permanence, unspoken.

Something to tip the scale?…
When? .. Soon… but the choice I
feel, is yet a bit far than I think it
should be… Or is it just me…

Strangers we are in a world of acquaintances
Both of our worlds are built in the foundations of our differences
And the bridge was once a dark room undiscovered
At times, it becomes an abyss unlit beyond; the darkness revered

But there was a time when we had to make strikes
To strike the distance that gapes between bonds
To reconcile a conflict of time and space
To try merging two souls into one

So one did…

Strangers we are in a world of acquaintances
Both of our worlds are built in the foundations of our differences
And the bridge was once a dark room undiscovered
At times, it becomes an abyss unlit beyond; the darkness revered

But there was a time when we had to make strikes
To strike the distance that gapes between bonds
To reconcile a conflict of time and space
To try merging two souls into one

So one did…

It has come to this,
My candid fear overwhelms me again
As I write the words my heart spoke
Speaks and speaking relentlessly
Like a reel of a windmill’s trend

Had not have I sought it, the conclusions will not be met
To a point where I see skies brighter than light
And forge a hope stronger that of God’s might

As regret transforms to joy, comes guilt
The innocence forbids what crime I will’th
So much for the grace beset
What I see bestowed is a sin

Morning cometh, a day different from yesterday
Under that same light parches my skin
Unfolds a glory beyond I can conquer
Greatness that I do not deserve

Here begins again,
Opening a morning window that blinds
Shun that darkness of a room undiscovered
Enter the light that balms the lost soul; flesh and spirit bind

But a crime will remain unforgivable
In pending bliss, I rest